Oops

Hello. Just a quick blog to explain why there haven't been any blogs recently. I've been horribly, horribly busy. And everything is pretty rubbish at the moment to be honest, despite the fact that its the easter holiday. Having said that, I do have a lot of really fun stuff planned - Billy Elliot (for the 6th time) tomorrow with Emma, sleepover with Izzy at the weekend (we will probably make some sort of film or song like we usually do! Our Silent Movie was legendary!), going to see Jackie Schneider and going to see Allie. Most people reading this blog probably won't have a clue who I'm talking about but as they say 'just go with the flow...' Hmmm. I don't like that phrase anymore. I shall never use it again.

Anyhoo, the reason I am so busy and things are rubbish is that granny is in hospital/care home and has been for weeks. Also one of the the cats died and we are all really upset (especially Ben) and we are looking for kittens to cheer us all up but being worried that kittens will finish off the other cat who is still just about alive, staggering around and smelling. Additionally, we went to Wales the other day to stay with our grandparents (not the granny in hospital - it's all very confusing) and my grandpa has alzhiemers and vascular dementia so is very forgetful and agitated which isn't very nice to watch and is awful for Caroline (my step-granny) because he is always getting at her. And its really hard for my dad too because he is seeing his dad deteriorating rapidly which is horrible. AND I have loads of work for the holidays but can't bring myself to do it because I want to stay as far away from school as I can. But I need to do it at some point. Grr. And most of all, all of this has made my mum really stressed and upset and I hate seeing her unhappy. I have been trying to help around the house and stuff and have lots of hugs but I'm not very good at things like this. So I'm really stuck and feeling really low. I apologize for the rambly-ness of this blog but I'm trying to do it quickly so I can get on with a work experience application form.

So if I don't do another blog for a while, I'm sorry. When I have a spare moment and I feel like writing, I will do another one but for now you will have to make do with my twitter account which I update a lot because it is quick and satisfying. So bye for now and again, I'm very sorry. :-)